It's that heat, that heat, that heat. It's that heat!

Head aching. too much sleep perhaps or the heat of the summer. dang!

So many things to do. So little time. I'm organizing..well, at least just helping in forming a group of fans called--LOST Pinoys (not an official name).. well, that's how I prefer to be called just to have some kind of distinction. Boy, am I serious or what?? Yeah, I really want this to push through. For once I am devoting my spare time to something I really really want to do. We will have an official first lunch meeting to talk about the membership and all the stuff you need to talk about to put up an organization. Excited, more than ever. I'm like a kid who will go to a toy store for the first time.

Well, anyways..right now, I am alone as usual. Staring at the tv, waiting for an episode in national geographic "Secret Bible Week"..Intriguing information are to be revealed about Christianity, our beliefs , teachings and stuff..Very interesting...Can't wait for THE DA VINCI CODE. I am definitely going to watch it in the big screen..

I need new clothes. I haven't shop in like...months..My wardrobe is about to go extinct, as usual. I don't care much about fashion. It's variety that I am worried about. I think I am becoming too monotonous. Even the word monotonous is..monotonous, boring..

Or maybe it's just that heat, that heat, that heat..

mr. sandman, wtfau?

i can't sleep. Yep it's 4:38 manila time. And I can't sleep.I will be going to work in two hours. I just got two hours left..to try..to...sleep...and it won't work..i guess the caffeine rush isn't over yet..

crap.

this is as far as i can go.. my brain is damaged from having several sleep patterns. i can't think..clearly...it's like having a hangover..except for the fact that i don't know what a hangover feels like. ..

there's too much commotion in here..my head is about to crack open...speaking of which..when i turned on the tv Grey'Anatomy was on and I decided to watch..I like medical-inspired shows like HOUSE M.D. or SCrubs.. and CSi too..

o well..i have to try going back to sleep...because i tell it won't be pretty..it's also like having PMS magnified tenfold..

again the angsty poet is on the verge of insanity.gripping on the only thing that she can hold on too..dear lord!

mr. sandman wtfau?

i knew it...

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>>>just having some morbid thoughts on an easter sunday

boredom.kills.I swear.

>>>current wishlist:

>>>a time portal
>>>episode 13-the long con
>>>episode 16- dave
>>>new glasses.the current one sucks.makes me look..boring.

last night, i dreamt of my mom. I could only remember a few details..but it felt real.and for the first time after long non-dream nights, she finally visited me.. it was brief..i felt sad after i woke up...it made me miss her more. i wish we could be together soon...

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nina. my high school friend. I hope we can grab a bite or something..She'll probably be spending the holidays with her family..

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sitting in front of the tv.ALIAS is on..It has crossed my mind.. in one of those sleepless nights, I wished i was a spy..so i can be nobody and anybody at the same time..

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i watched BANDIDAS last night. Finally, movie night.. It's been a while since I have been to a movie house. I just have to release some genuine laughing gas otherwise I might end up dead..The last movie I have watched was probably KING KONG..pathetic

Dying to see: THE DA VINCI CODE and X-MEN III-The Last Stand

Still waiting. wishing.hoping for retribution.

and yet..at this point.stuck with boredom..quenched only by the tapping of the fingers in each key..and the squinting of the eyes trying to shield thyself from radiation..staring at the blinking cursor..drowned in melancholia..waiting for some kind of divine intervention..and the tapping stops...the poet has got to take a leak..because of a bad bladder problem..poetry is dead.. and boredom rules over the land..

now that was a scary thought.. all because...I tell you. Boredom..Kills. I swear..

what's in a name??

hmm..enjoying the rest day.. bumming around..

just got infrom John_Locke: my name or rather nickname came from..a fish.. yeah you heard it right..You want some proof??

click here

This fish is not a predator, but is a very powerful competitor to native fishes.

a fish!?! what were my parents thinking.. i mean my dad for that matter. he was the one who decided to give me that name, anyways... so there..one of the reasons why you should laugh at me..i was named after a freaking fish..but i have to say it's quite a rare fish...in fact it is in the endangered species list...coolness!

>>>>not a predator;powerful competitor

ooooHHh, really now..I don't really see myself as a powerful competitor..I am competitive though..

how about my real first name:

here's what i found so far..

JOYCE

Definition: Lord. From the medieval name Josse, which was derived from the earlier Joceus or Jodocus, Latinized forms of the Breton personal name Iodac, a diminutive of "iudh," meaning lord.

Surname Origin: English, Irish

Alternate Surname Spellings: JOICE, JOISCE, JOSS, JOSSE, JOISS, JOISSE, JOICEY, JOYSEY, JOWSEY

RICA

Rica meaning: Diminutive of Erica: Feminine form of Eric: Forever strong.
Rica origin: Norse
Rica gender: Female

COOL!!!

very unlike me...

to ErR is to be Human

what's up, ketchup?

currently listening to: the man who sold the world by NIRVANA

current mood: so-so

current status: alone and stinky..haven't take a bath yet..

currently craving for: junk food

wishlist for my birthday although (it's still 3 mos. early):

> LOST season 1 and season 2 dvd
>Collector's Edition Premiere Issue of LOST magazine
>hopefully a digital camera
>clothes..my wardrobe needs to be "upgraded"

lord, forgive me for being materialistic..i will not promise but i will try to make a world a better place to live and perhaps contribute to world peace

speaking of world.. I am planning to join the New World Alliance.No, this is not some anarchist party. Me and my fellow LOST fanatics might meet up and gather for the up-coming NWA convention. This will be held on July. Hopefully we can form a group of 10 to sign up and officially become the PINOY LOSTies!

okay.. so i'm a geek. so? at least i'm not doing drugs or something..I know I have a special role in this world..maybe this is it..to unite people and represent our country..in some formal and serious worship..erRr..gathering of brilliant minds..hehehe

it's a bit nutty isn't it? taking my obsession to the higher level..at least I am not alone.. Hehe..There are others much worst than me..And we are going to meet..EXCITED..Maybe this april..

moving on..

currently looking for a certain book: LORD OF THE FLIES by William Golding and Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night time by Mark Haddon

looking forward to: hit the waves.. I wish!!!

missing: school and school mates

>>that's it for now..my head's about to crack open!

later, losers!

S is for Sophisticated.

Your celebrity look is the Romantic Look!

With the eyes of a Botticelli and the smile of a DaVinci, you're the latest embodiment of the Romantic Look. It's your fascinating combo of dreamy innocence and smoldering desire that always keeps 'em guessing. Your tender, inner nature comes out in the soft colors and flowing fabrics of your clothes. But just because you can pull off the pastel eye shadows, pouty glossed lips, and the wide-eyed look of a kitten, everyone knows that you're no angel. Once you slip into something sexy for the evening and dab a little fragrance behind the ear, you're capable of just about anything. Mysterious as a cat, you share the same romantic allure as Nicole Kidman, Penelope Cruz, and Andie MacDowell. And just like them, your sincere, inner beauty always manages to shine just as brightly as your striking appearance.

some side comments:

>>>romantic? are you freaking kidding me???

>>> yeah..nicole kidman would work..

What's Your Celebrity Look?

>>>>>>>>>>check it out..My celebrity soulmate!!

Your celebrity soul mate is someone who's Funny

There's always funny stuff going on in the script when you're on the set. Whether you're pranking your crew, telling a funny joke, or injecting an element of the absurd into a situation, you've got a way with making people laugh. It's only fitting that your celeb soul mate is someone who's silly and quirky, too!

A celeb who's good looking and good at enjoying life like Owen Wilson is just right for the role. No matter if you're playing mini golf or shopping at the mall, you've both got the comic talents to have loads of hilarious hijinks wherever you go. And if your celeb soul mate is on location in some foreign country, someone who's funny and closer to home would be perfect for the job. And that's no joke!

Who's Your Celebrity Soul Mate?

>>>some side comment/s:

laughter is the best medicine!