some questions i need to answer...sabi candy..try ko daw

"WHAT"

1. bothers you ryt now?

the red dots around my forehead

2. is your favorite month of the year?

my birthday month..august

3. was your dream last night?

i don't recall having one..hmmm

4. is your greatest fear?

snakes

5. was the best thing that happened to you this week?

hmm...free time surfing the net..checking out LOST sites..(i know..ang babaw.that's what keeps me happy though)

6. are you planning to do this weekend?

i don't experience having a weekend.sorry

7. can you promise to the one you love? i can't..so, sorry

8. will you wish for if you have a genie?

lost memorabillas and to bring sawyer to me

"WHO"

1.are you thinking of right now?

my family

2. do you run to when you're down?

my friends

3. are the most influential people in your life ryt now? my friends and family


4. is the one you're missing ryt now?

my mom

5. will you call/text later?

my dad

6. completes your day?

not who..what..LOST

7. starts your day?

GOD..uyyy....

"WHEN"

1. will you take a bath?

every now and then

2. will you watch a movie?

don't have much time to..try ko next week

3. was the first time you fell in love?

sorry.n/a

4. was the last time you went out with your friends?

last week, i guess

5. was the last time you said "i love you"?

hmmm....in light years..

6. was the last time you read a book?

currently stuck with one... else it was purely girls ung title

7. was the last time you asked for help?

kanina sa work..

8. was the last time you kissed your dad/mom?

they're far from reach..so that was the last time i went home..

9. did u last receive a gift?

christmas

"DO"

1.Do u have a crush?

duh?

2.Do u believe in love?

duh? ano to slum book..geez

3.Do u easily get attracted to the opposite sex?

DEPENDS

4.Do u get jealous easily?

maybe.depends

"RANDOM Qs"

1.Any people in-love with u right now?

people? hmm..i wouldn't know..

2.Want to get married?

hmm.*thinks*. happy right now..so ask me again in maybe 5 years okay?

3.Ever did something unusual for love?

how come puro loveshit to....for the sake of friendship..a lot of things na..for my friends.. and family as well

4.What do u notice first in a person?

eyes..feet.. *i have foot fettish*

5.Last person u fell in-love with or currently inlove with?

sawyer/james ford/josh holloway

6. Are you missing someone right now?

my mom nga.

finally, i'm done..just doing my cousin a favor..wants me to answer these q's and pass it around to the whole world..parang chain letter..pero hindi..

so anyone out there who's interested in answering *ctrl +c, ctrl+ v nyo na lang*

gotta go, gotta pee

whiney the pooh

whine. yup. i am not sure with the spelling right now.. my brain's not really working. i just got off from work..keep on whining about my schedule and how it's been messing up every single thing.. and how it affects the earth's rotation on it's axis and how it worsens my cussing syndrome and add up to the red dots forming in my forehead.. all because of one crappy mistake i didn't even make..everything is just not working as it should be.. _explicit content_

all of this doesn't even make sense because of this stream of consciousness way of writing..makes all of this words useless..and almost uncomprehendable.... and how wish i wanted to leave but i am willing to stay..because i want to and i need to.. and how i keep on complaining about every single thing that i do and think..maybe because i am a bit obsessive compulsive or plain borderline...

and how this picture sank a thousand ships... because it makes me look gigantic and sleepless and grouchy and all other synonyms pertaining to cranky Bitch..

i have to stop now..this might give a heart attack now..won't want to die that young.. no.. not this time..i haven't seen any episodes of LOST season 2 yet..

so pardon me for being such being such a crybaby..it's just the way that i am..

c is for CHICKEN SHIT

wala lang. remember the interview i mentioned yesterday.. well, technically i was running late and so i decided not to go there.. kahit na nga papunta na talaga ako... masakit man sa loob.. ayoko lang ng nalelate.. it's not me..i'm not the kind of person who actually comes in late for an interview or for anything for that matter..it seem like i flaked out as well.. kasi i confirmed that i was going to attend.. then nag no show ako.. i mean.. part of me actually wanted to go and the other half wants to screw it *mahirap talaga kapag may multiple personality disorder ka..*

hindi ko na talaga pinatulan pa ang sarili ko kahit until na nagwowonder pa ko..ano kaya kung sinipot ko yung interview? anyway, there's no harm in trying.. as the saying goes..i mean cliche pala.. after all initial interview pa lang naman yun.. as if?

alam ko na hindi talaga ako magaling sa interview.. ilang bese ko ng napatunayan sa sarili ko na talgang mahina ako magbenta.. lalo na sa sarili ko.. pero there was this one time na it was the other way around..patok kasi yung ICE CANDY na tinitinda namin before sa bahay.. yun lang yung naalala kong time na bumilib ako sa selling skills ko...

~oO0~

may inattach akong picture. hindi naman talga related sa pinagsasasabi. gusto ko lang.. THE WEEKENDERS. let me introduce you to these people from (left to right: tish, lor, tino, carver). sa disney channel mo yan mapapanood.aliw lang ako sa mga character nito.. they're called the weekenders kasi pinapakita yung mga pagbobonding na ginagawa nilang magbabarkada... i miss those times sa min ng mga friends ko..ngayon kasi may kanya kanya na silang buhay.. may mga trabaho, may pamilya yung isa single pa rin tulad ko..

i just miss the good old days.. carefree yet driven days in high school and college...guess,those were really the best times of my life.. now all i have is a bowl of chicken shit to feed on because..now, at this point.. i have to take things a bit seriously.. plan, save, and perhaps learn to dream..

after all there's no harm in trying..maybe i could turn that C into an A again..