say what, now?

badly needing a rest day.. working for almost seven days straight is a pain in the butt but yeah, you got to do what you have to do... i having anger management problems..it's hard hearing the same complaint over and over again and committing the same freaking mistakes like a freaking retarded..

yeah, i should enroll myself to some sort of anger management program..apparently i need one...There are so many things worth doing than this but yeah, i don't really have much options and sad to say i hate taking risks.. I am not good in adaptation as i have been saying over and over..I sound like a friggin' recorder here...I can't even think straight like I am drunk or something..Well, as much as i want to write. I am just too tired.. get back at ya.. in the afterlife>>>

ok, i'm back..because of DST..i just got a weekend off..woohoo! If I am not mistaken today is April 2..thank, God for DST..Last night..been to metrowalk with ariane and we visited this stall with LOST goodies the name is HORNY LITTLE DEVIL...sabi ko na..once na makapunta na ko dun..ewan ko lang...finally met up with one of the LOST pinoys si Josel.So nice and ang daldal...hehehe

sobrang geek na talaga ako...this is a disease..well anyway later may work nanaman

we are damn serious about this..in fact we will all meet up and gather for the upcoming NWA convention this July.. As in promise.. I will do whatever in takes...as in I will do everything in my power to attend that convention..

We are going to organize..as in for us to join the New World Alliance thing..kaya lang if it would cost me my hard-earned moolah..hmmm..well, having second thoughts there..pero for sure I will meet up with my fellow LOSTies para masaya..and para hindi lang ako all work and no play..

boring naman ng life kung ganon..wahehe..o well, gotta get back to sleep..Have work pa later!!

>quickie

so i got back..went home to fix things that need fixing..it was quick..believe me..time flies when you are having fun..i was like being chased of some of psychological stampede..i am quite exhausted when i got back..manila! waaahhh..work again.. what i need is a long vacation..which is still far from an oasis known to man..i am but a slave underpaid individual here..hahaha..not really but in a way..

well.. i need to exit first..finish this post in...a million seconds, okay?

>>>runs out and screams wtf???!!!


okay so i am back..i still lack sleep and yeah..i kinda got the homesickness stuck in my system right now, i am not sure why.. but yeah..

what happened in naga..it was a whirlwind of errands and binge eating..i haven't even got the chance of entering the newly opened and freshly painted E-MALL..suckerrr

i've also been to ATENEO, my beloved alma mater..i loathe to go to school again..very soon..my neurons are dying for the lack of brain boosters... i need to get back into those drowning assignments or busting balls to finish paperworks..minus the boring lectures though..and the sleepy-eyed professor.. o yeah, i miss college bigtime

i'm broke..almost poor as the sidewalk vendor..my bonus will posted next month..meanwhile, i have to scavenge for food..

gotta go, garbage awaits..

speak to you soon

PRAISE to you O lord!

just got APPRAISED! (tama ba? is there such a term--basta im done with the 100th day appraisal)

I survived. it's been a hundred days.. imagine i lasted 100 days..that is 1-0- 0 days..i am still employed..omg! a lot of this to improve though..as in a lot...got a satisfactory grade though..overall i freaking PASS!!! got double AA..paranf batteries..weird, noh?!

HOORAY.. yun nga lang..gud luck in the next months to come.more hard, HARD work and temperamental people to deal with..loving my co-workers though and the suppies..hating the irate people but o well. .life is LIFE. bahala na si BATMAN or Robin

whatever.. the caffeine rush is almost over from last night night-out with ariane..as usual..starbuckaroos..holly crap i have to go to sleep now..i still have work to later..

gtg.see you in the after life brotha!

do you like scary movies?

If you were a movie, you'd be a Suspenseful Thriller

i seriously need a good movie to watch..i miss the m0vie marathons i used to share with my cousins and friends..

recently watched DARKWATER.. I know what you're thinking..was I born yesterday? nope..I just have a lot of catching up to do...i don't have much time to do the stuff i used to..so there..this is the most recent scary or suspence movie i watched..which by the way..sucked..wasted our money on renting this video and to think that i have picked this over watching ewan mcgregor's the island..what was i thinking??? o well, watched it with my younger cousins and they were bored as in bored that they slept for the entire time..only the two of us left hanging on to wait for the credits to be shown and to finally end the agony in putting up with seriously poorly written suspense films..what is going on with the world today? aren't there enough gruesome ideas left?? o well, better turn the lights off now..bwahahahahaha

What Kind of Movie Are You?

waiting list

I am one of the million people on the waiting list..why do people wait? here's my waiting list

> Always waiting for the MRT- to get a ride (duh?) and avoid possible exhaustion from traffic jams

>> waiting for my color to change-apparently i so love black i don't see myself wearing any other color. talk about comfort zone or something..I can't leave the house without a shade of black (aside from my hair , eyes and hmm... underarms (hihihi). I almost never take off this black bracelet and anklet... i just don't feel complete without 'em.. nyay? may sayad na ata ako

>>> waiting for for my hair to grow..and by this i mean the hair in the head and not in the down under.. i've been trying all sorts of shampoos that says for longer and silky hair or makes hair grow fast up to 2 cm after 7 weeks (crap!) wtf? 2cm in 7 weeks.. Like myself..my hair is a bit stubborn..it's not used to being long and all..I always cut it short...that way i will not spend to much time styling it or maybe combing it..coz when it comes to that..i am way too lazy....but now..i sort of change my mind..just of the sake of change..i want to try something different.. and I vowed that I will not cut it short for the next three years (gulp!)

>>>WAITING for my savings to grow.. and that is possible if i continue to save.. I want to go to school again..I need brain power. This job is making me way tired to even think.. words no longer flow like water when i speak..it's almost too mechanical..(shiver!) I have several items on my wishlist but for security reasons must not yet be disclosed...wahehehe.. Besides, they're just utterly material things..whicj if i continue to loathe for might lead me to limbo when i die.. I have to save..for my retirement..nyek?! and for my family of course..>poses a showbiz smile<

>>>waiting for my appraisal. because if i don't get one.. then it means i am DEAD. (*gulp*)


>>>waiting for the PAGE to load.. i'm running out of ideas to write probably because my brain is dead

>>>>> waiting for time to pass and maybe my bioalarm to ring. I am 21 now. wondering what i will be when i am 21 and a half....much worst when my birthday comes.. and i am still feeling 21

>>>>waiting for something BIG to happen. like a meteorite to fall or maybe GMA to relinquish her title as my conniving person in the planet.. i SO hate politics..

>>>>>>waiting for PRINCESS. i miss her. The sisterhood of the travelling pants will not be complete without her.

>>>> waiting for courage to pour in..i am not good with goodbyes. i am not good with hellos either

>>>and finally, i will always be patient in waiting for the NEXT episode of LOST every monday at 10pm (axn)

>>>>p.s. i am also waiting for myself to grow up.. hahaha..maturity takes time my friends

WHILE WAITING.. we must take action. Action equals result. Effort must be placed for a thing at rest to move. Yes, that's the only thing i learned in PHYSICS which applies in the real world

>>Change will happen if we make it happen. But why do we wait...because there is HOPE.. and when there is hope..

THERE IS RETRIBUTION..

bloody hell

finally. new schedule..shift starts at 12 midnight.. i might as well wish that i turn into a pumpkin to avoid going to work.. but hell,it won't happen. well at least i'll get to be paid more in the coming months..

in exchange..would be..more irate callers..more info. shoppers...and hopefully more bookers..

i hate, QA..dammit i haven't flunked in my entire existence..it's so freaking hard to pass.. my QA analyst so..o well..i wish could rant more but..i'm too tired to even care right now..

moving on..

what's up with me lately..

i've been SO lost with LOST.. it's basically my life.. i live and breathe it..i'm practically all over the place trying to read more about the show and recently i got what i've asked for.. one of the LOST memorabillas..

well actually it's kinda outdated but hell if it's all about LOST I have to have it..

it's all a diversion.. it i will not make myself busy with what i love..i'd probably go mad

besides..i haven't had a chance to write lately..i mean really write..the way i used to..i have no time to really pour my ideas out..i always run out of time..it's like i'm always on the run..

time really flies when you're having fun..or shall i say when you're day starts at 12 mdn..