it's all about the angst

and so i hate my life.not that i loved it..but yeah, hate is a strong word...and i bite the dust that is settling..as i am further shoved into reality..and so i chocked..but hell, we are all in turmoil...specially if you are here in the philippines..so much politics..so much poverty..if poverty can still be equated..o well..we are all damned! damned i say!

and my brain is going into the drain..it's dead.. there's no apparent cure for anniorism (im not sure with the spelling..like i said--braindrain kills)..i want to go to school again..if only...i have a lucky lotto ticket..

hmmm..what are my chances in gambling...i wonder?

but we continue to live for we can't escape it...unless...yea, its morbid..but that's just me..